Meeting Ozzie


At Moody Bible Institute all the professors had years of experience in the field and taught more from their hearts than their books. Mr. Wise my Greek Professor took over for Kenneth Wuest and went out to his car and wept after accepting the position because he didn’t want to leave his pastorate. Miss Turner spent over 10 years in India on the mission field and over six years in Team’s office before coming to Moody to teach missions.

As married students we were not interested in dating or flirting but learning so we sat in the front row and I preferred to sit in front of the lectern. So, if the teacher spit, you got hit and you could smell their perspiration or as the Talmud says, “We might be covered in the dust of our Rabbi” indicating we were following their example. 50% of a teacher’s lecture is learned from their facial expressions and gestures and if you sit three rows back you fail to see it or catch it and learn from it.

Miss turner began every class by reading from a small, worn, tattered book held together with a large red rubber band. She would read ever so slowly and with thought, punctuation, feeling and expression and if you were not sitting in the first row next to the lectern you would not see the tiny little tears well up in the corners of her eyes as she read.  Then she would lead the class to the throne of grace in prayer and you would have to peek to see if angels were standing near by and as I was peeking, every once in awhile one of those tears that welled up in the corner of her eyes would fall and splash all over that worn out little book she had been reading to the class.  Then she would turn, put the rubber band around that worn out book, wipe away her tear, put the book back on her desk and begin teaching on missions all in one slick movement and if you were not sitting in the front row, right under the lectern, looking up, watching carefully, from ‘the worm’s eye point of view’ you would have missed it all. We waited every day with bated breath not just for the lecture but for her devotional and prayer.

One day I stayed behind after class and asked her what it was that she read every day, and she picked up an old worn out copy of ‘My Utmost For His Highest’ and handed it to me. As I removed that red rubber band and opened that little book I began to tremble inside, it was worn, and stained with tears, underlined, written in, highlighted, and difficult to read. You could tell it had been read many, many times. Miss Turner said she bought it in England on her way to India, to serve as a missionary and it had become her best friend next to her Bible. I asked, “If they were still available” and she said, “They were for sale in our book store.” I don’t know what was racing faster down the hallway that day, my heart or my feet as I made my way to the book store and there was a whole shelf of them in hardback orange for $3.95. I must have stood there for an hour reading page after page like a thirsty man, lost in a desert for days who happened upon a well of cool water, but I had absolutely no money, none, not one red cent! I rushed home to my wife and and told her the exciting news but she didn’t have any money either, and $3.95 to a Bible School student in 1976 was a lot of money, that’s milk, bread, eggs, hamburger and gas. I went back to the book store the next day and read some more and it was even better than the day before, but still no money!

However, in Conn. in my home church a woman named Lorraine Ferrier went to the grocery store and they forgot to charge her for some chicken. So she went back to the store to pay the clerk who refused to take the money because she already closed out her drawer, so she went to the manager who also refused to take the money because it would throw the book-keeping for the day off. Lorraine felt guilty because the chicken didn’t belong to the clerk or the manager so she put $3.76 in an envelope and mailed it to me. Well, all I needed was a quarter which I borrowed and went right to the book store and bought my first orange copy of, “My Utmost For His Highest.” Now it is glued, duct taped, tear stained, highlighted, under lined, written in, and falling apart with a rubber band around it. I am on my fourth copy after 35 years and my fourth Bible and all my notes have been transferred, so when I leave this earth, if not by Rapture they will be laying on a table near by for my four children so as they do their devotions they can do them with me. Inside of the first copy it says, “Donated by Dave & Lorraine Ferrier, September 1976, with Chicken Money! MBI”       (Thank You, Miss Rosemary Turner, for introducing me to a life long friend. I am still covered in your dust and Ozzie’s)                                       “Between The Lines”

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About The Scarlet Worm

My name is Roger and I love and served my country as a Marine and as a police officer in my younger years. I now have 15 beautiful grandchildren I love to see as often as possible and impact their lives as well as my four great kids and their spouses. In my spare time I serve as the Director of Olivet Ministries International with my wonderful wife of 57 years, loving God's chosen people to Himself. Then during the month as the stress builds up I turn a wrench on my old 51' Willys pickup, per the doctor's orders or maybe throw a worm in the water and wait for the fish to bite or write another book. I asked God to let me finish 10 books before He takes me HOME. Two are with Amazon, one is with the publisher, two are with the editor, two are being written, that makes seven. Only three to go! And I can GO!
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7 Responses to Meeting Ozzie

  1. Cindy Sandifer's avatar cindyrsandifer says:

    COOL

  2. Bekah Furches's avatar Bekah Furches says:

    Wow! Beautifully written!! There’s got to be a magazine or something that you could submit some of these to. Love the legacy of YHWH-Jireh providing that you passed on to us. We got to see Him work in the same way for us, many times through you and your “ice cream money” that you sent. Love you dad!

    • Bekah Furches's avatar Bekah Furches says:

      This is your son in law, you know, the ape like one:) Excellent job on the blog!!!You may never know how much of your dust I collected throughout my life! At times it may have seemed I didn’t care, but as I look back on God preparing me for ministry, I realize my lectern was covered not only with the dust of wisdom, but the breath of God. Your example has driven me to abide in the shadow of the Almighty, and to anxiously await His “dust” of faithfulness, love, grace, mercy, wisdom and knowledge to fall. And without fail, it always has. Perhpas one day we will sit down and compare “Ozzie notes”. Proud of you. Love you. – Zack

      • Precious note, I will savor this like a hot lobster roll at Lenny & Joe’s. You are a blessing both you and Nick and Adam and Roger all my Boys and then the little guys as well. To watch my girls marry men of God who follow the LORD into full time ministry is very humbling, even if they are hairy beasts. Preach the word, be diligent in season, out of season, reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine, I read that somewhere. You’ll get tired and want to quit, but that’s why He gave you that woman, that help-meet, ezer-ezer, help-help, best OT translation is ‘Life-Savor.’ Thanks for your input, still waiting for Rachel Grace 🙂 Be careful DAD

  3. Nathan Thompson's avatar Nathan Thompson says:

    Brother, do you remember when you gave me a copy before I went to basic training. And you gave me some advice, read it you said. I did and it changed my life, I just wanted to say thank you

  4. J.M. Wallnofer's avatar J.M. Wallnofer says:

    Brother Roger, thanks for sharing your thoughts. It sounds like a glorious time to be a student at Moody. May God raise up more Christians with sensitive hearts like “Lorraine Ferrier”. I still have a copy of “My Utmost For His Highest” that a certain preacher gave me some 12 years ago. It is still much appreciated!

  5. ann Boguski's avatar ann Boguski says:

    Small gifts given from the heart to the glory of God can have huge impacts….. See what $3.00 and change did in the life of a hungry heart!!! It is amazing to me what a gift (however small) given in Jesus Name will do…..I think of Minna Hamner…. 🙂
    Keep writing…….

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